Heather's MindSay Blog http://beachiemamma34.mindsay.com Heather - MindSay Blog http://beachiemamma34.mindsay.com/omgwhy_are_some_men_such_fucking_pigs.mws beachiemamma34 2008-06-10T09:06:14-05:00 <![CDATA[omg..why are some men such fucking pigs?]]> http://beachiemamma34.mindsay.com/omgwhy_are_some_men_such_fucking_pigs.mws

I am so fucking glad I didn't sacrafice my wait for nothing.

There is a special someone...I have loved him for quite some time. I have waited for him to fall for me, which may...or may not ever happen. I am...

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there is nothing worse than...
Current mood: depressed

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I actually am on here....posting just about everyday, but I have been setting everything to private. I guess you could say, there are a lot of things I need to get off my chest, but that I am just not willing to...

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Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
you're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
is...

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so I am sitting here watching this - probably like the 15th time I have seen it - it's such a fantastic story

the way they meet, talk all night on the phone, and then of course fall in love....it must be...

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ok so I was driving home tonight......I heard this on the radio & thought WOW what an incredible song....

It says - exactly what I am feeling right now - for him.... :o(

 

If the...

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hey - not sure why I feel like this actually gets to you but I am really feeling the need to talk to you right now, so here goes.....
Things are kinda hay-wire....we are all ok I guess, I am just so damn down...

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ok so I colored my hair....first I did the champange blonde all over -yeah - red?

then I did the light pearl blonde as highlights....yeah....still red.....grrr

Jay said it looked good - thinking he...

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I wish it was summer. I miss the sun & the heat. If it were summer, I would get in the car & just drive. I wouldn't really want to make the trip alone, but since I seem to almost always be alone anymore, I am...

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I am kinda down again. I spent the last two days trying to be the best friend I could. I went to viewing last night & today I went to the service & the burial. I had a few really bad panic attacks during the...

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